An open letter for my Daddy

Typing these with tears :(

Dearest Daddy,

I was born a daddy’s girl but as I grew up there was a gap that occurred in our relationship. I do not know where, when, how, and why was there a gap. I get shy whenever you are near and I always have trouble communicating with you. Not because of speech disorders or some stuff related to that, but because I cannot overcome my confidence and I assume that you are too. We talked but for a short period of time, or sometimes we do not even talk in a day. And it went for years. But I honestly do not have the courage to take the responsibility to fix it because I’m afraid, it might feel awkward after because I might have a one-sided feeling. I’m afraid we don’t feel the same the other way around.

But, I always wanted to ask you, “How was your day?” “Are you okay?”.